The job has been stressful but we are coming out the other side of that. I don't think it is this job, I just don't know WTF my problem is. I like the job and the people really but atm it's just like I can't do it/face it. Tucked up at home is kind of ok. If I knew myself what my problem was it might help!

My depression has come back again due to a situation at work over the last 6 weeks - had been managing ok since the new year but familiar signs returning.

Have gone to dr today and been signed off for a fortnight - going to try and negotiate my exit via my union rep whilst I'm off.

Hugs to all x

GF have you been offered any counselling to help you identify what is wrong? I have felt trapped in a job I hated but was afraid to leave it but then circumstances changed and I left and it all seemed much less important.

I have been having a few meltdown downs recently with my consultant. I am finding it very difficult to try and make him understand how the cancer makes me feel on a day to day basis and why I have decided to take early retirement. Every time I try and talk to him Get very emotional and end up crying. In my head he almost seems to have become a substitute for my Dad/husband etc